Okay right, so I achieved nothing much that I set out to do the last week.
I hope to catch up more this week then. procrastination... still the no. 1 killer for me. gotta work harder.
After some time thinking, I don't have much resolutions for 2008 yet, but I do have an idea of what I wanna do for the next 5 years... and I do have something which I intend to achieve.... both of which will require a lot of commitment. I hope I have the strength and willpower to achieve both.
but still I need to make sure certain things go well in 2008. so dream BIG and take baby steps...
;)
and have merry christmas... :)
Sunday, December 23, 2007
Friday, December 21, 2007
just.... sleeep....
I spoke too soon, my insomniac problems are back... been waking up for the past 2 nights :( no thanks to some unsettling news that i got thru a friend. so I spent the whole night watching 天涯俠醫...
Thursday, December 20, 2007
Being Back.... and Jobless
*phew* a lot of things have happened these past few months since I've gone M.I.A.
where should I start.
(1) quitted my job... After clearing my leaves, I left 3 days after I tendered my resignation. felt really sad leaving the office on the last day, i still remember the first time I stepped into the office one and a half years ago, with so much hope and enthusiasm, but leaving so disappointed and so quickly too. Maybe I grew too frustrated with the politics around, maybe it's just the weight of everything that's been happening recently, but I guess I just really needed a change pretty badly.
(2) I'm currently taking the longest break I've ever been in all 7 years of my so called working life. can't really say I'm really enjoying it really, without work to take things off my mind i feel so darned empty again.
(3) My insomniac problems which have been plaguing me these past couple of months are gone. Even without my medication, I've been sleeping like a baby without waking up in the middle of the night lately. Even the nightmares are gone.
(4) I went for the Linkin Park concert at the Singapore Indoor Stadium in November and also the concert for My Chemical Romance 2 weeks ago. It really made me feel a lot better. It's the only excuse I can use to just scream and channel out my frustrations without ppl thinking that I'm crazy, I supposed.
I guess, with the new year just around the corner, (despite the year of the rat supposedly being bad for horses like me ), I just want to take the opportunity to start everything all over (yet again)... so I'll be compiling my resolutions for 2008.
where should I start.
(1) quitted my job... After clearing my leaves, I left 3 days after I tendered my resignation. felt really sad leaving the office on the last day, i still remember the first time I stepped into the office one and a half years ago, with so much hope and enthusiasm, but leaving so disappointed and so quickly too. Maybe I grew too frustrated with the politics around, maybe it's just the weight of everything that's been happening recently, but I guess I just really needed a change pretty badly.
(2) I'm currently taking the longest break I've ever been in all 7 years of my so called working life. can't really say I'm really enjoying it really, without work to take things off my mind i feel so darned empty again.
(3) My insomniac problems which have been plaguing me these past couple of months are gone. Even without my medication, I've been sleeping like a baby without waking up in the middle of the night lately. Even the nightmares are gone.
(4) I went for the Linkin Park concert at the Singapore Indoor Stadium in November and also the concert for My Chemical Romance 2 weeks ago. It really made me feel a lot better. It's the only excuse I can use to just scream and channel out my frustrations without ppl thinking that I'm crazy, I supposed.
I guess, with the new year just around the corner, (despite the year of the rat supposedly being bad for horses like me ), I just want to take the opportunity to start everything all over (yet again)... so I'll be compiling my resolutions for 2008.
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